Tuesday, April 18, 2006

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Took the cute naked pics of Soph off after reading a comment from Mrs. Hubbard reminding me of all the pervy bastards on-line. This really pissed me off--not at OMH, but the fact that the world is a fucked up enough place that a 3 year old's neked bum could lead to issues.

I have an appointment on Thursday (totally forgot the one I had scheduled YESTERDAY) do have some blood work done. I can't decide if I'd rather hear that I have some wasting disease or am in actuality, just a lazy looser who won't get off of her fat ass. I HAVE been eating better, and been trying to get more exercise, but still just feel generally shitty. Tired, teary, achy, bitchy, and my IQ seems to be dropping several points a day.

Soph had a fun Easter. The bunny brought egg shaped gum (among other things)--which was the biggest hit of the century.

Today's best thing about being a mom:
I'm sure this will get old very soon, but she's started putting on little ballets for me to watch.

Today's worst thing about being a mom:
Stupid internet pervs

p.s. Buffy update. Part way through season five. Umm. Spike=Yummy, yummy, yummy


OldMotherHubbardSharesAll said...

I hate that I rained on the fun. I have a dear friend that works for the FBI Pediphille area and my mind automatically jumps to things like that.

I mostly hate that the world is so screwed that someone can turn something so cute into something ugly!

rob said...

Spike=Yummy, yummy, yummy

I'm tellin' ya...wait for 6.

the beige one said...

I'm tellin' ya...wait for 6.

grumble grumble, stupid S6. But, the fuckwad's right, some stuff you'll enjoy there.

Jen said...

I am glad I got to see the cute pics before you took them down. She's a doll.

Just so you know, forgetfulness can be another sign of Fibromyalgia. It happened to me too, and I have always prided myself on having an excellent memory. I felt like I got stupid all of a sudden. It was almost a relief to be diagnosed and realize that I wasn't just losing my mind. If your doctor doesn't find anything, see a rheumatologist; your symptoms sound identical to what I experienced a couple of years ago, and it IS treatable.

Stine said...

Tiredness can also be a sign of adrenal exhaustion, and kidneys that have seen better days. Please tell them to pay attention to your electrolyte levels and liver enzymes.

Long-term diuretics can often equal dried up adrenals and kidneys.

shawnak said...

I hate internet pervs too! ALso glad to see the cute pics of Sophie before youhad to pull them, indeed good blackmail material when she gets older!
I hope you get the answers you are looking for and that you start feeling better soon!

Heather said...

Yeah, it's too bad that there are such horrid people in the world!!

I hope you feel better soon!!

OldMotherHubbardSharesAll said...

So what did you find out Yesterday at the Doctors?